I’ve never been interested in younger men. One of my friends has always gone for younger guys and I’m talking only 3 or 4 years but I felt that would be too immature for me! Lol. But this is so different.
Interestingly at different times my TF has seemed mature/serious but other times more boyish and silly (example: the time when he kept peppering the conversation with the word “shit” which I didn’t expect but it was a bit like showing off like when a kid first discovers swearing.) I was surprised because he’d seemed more reserved previously but maybe that was because it was just us and he’d been a bit overwhelmed.
I’m the older one. Being the woman and being older in this dynamic has honestly been really challenging for me. It stings a little extra when I notice the younger women who catch his attention.
Yeahhhh. My case’s kind of embarrassing. We only have an 8-month gap, I’m (female) the older one, but here’s the kicker - we first knew each other’s face at age 7, then became classmates at 11, literally as kids. So the telepathy? has cringe moments by a lot. Signs all happened though. There’s nothing else to do until I got even older and reveal whether he’s a ‘true’ TF or not.
Something I’ve been thinking about lately is that you are the only authority on your own connection. When you’re feeling lost or confused, that’s the experience pointing you back toward yourself. Finding yourself matters because nobody else can validate what’s happening in your internal world, your spirit.
I think that’s partly why people around us sometimes look at us like we’ve lost it. We’re looking outside ourselves for confirmation of something that only we can know.
It’s interesting to me that so many twins are drawn to spirituality, and I think it’s because that divine connection helps us trust our gut feelings.
I can tell you this my twin flame sister I also was like you and did not want him to know my age. I am very lucky because I look so much younger than I am not to mention act it but he really did not care and did not even give it a second thought even though he looks older than his years but I think we are both old souls wrapped up in our human packaging. We do not need to worry because the general consensus is that we are who we are and we just have to embrace that because once you are review unity with yourself you no longer care or even give a second thought to what others think. It is all part of the Divine plan. Our souls are all that matter and everything else is just noise in the 3D. We have to step out of the chaos and into peace. Trust me my journey has been one of absolute pain and suffering and extreme sadness in parts of it but once you get through all of that it becomes something heavenly …
I’ve been tracking something interesting in my journal. Our birth years both reduce to the same single digit in numerology (we’re 15 years apart). I also noticed we were both 28 when we had our first major spiritual awakening, just years apart. So many parallels in our timelines despite the gap.
That’s what I thought. Because we work together I worry about implications. Coworkers in relationships = fine, coworkers in relationships with significant age gap? Not sure if this would cause issues due to perceived power imbalance. I’m not a manager or anything. Maybe I am overthinking again idk.
Does anyone else see this as a really common reason for runners to run in the 3D? They think the other deserves someone more together and better for them and sometimes they worry what others will think.
This something I’ve been trying to deal with for the past twenty-eight years. We mostly write because this is a long distance relationship. But even when we meet it doesn’t feel like there is an age difference. Last year we tried to take our relationship to the next level. I actually panicked and he gave up on us. Recently he met his soulmate and feels very happy with her. I’m feeling devastated at the moment. But I’m sure the age difference is one reason we’re having problems. We first met when he was in his thirties and I was in my late forties. Now is twenty-eight years later. I’m sure our destination is spiritual growth and not physical unity.
Absolutely. I totally agree. My DM activated me and I’ve never been the same since! It’s like a beautiful nightmare. I know he loves me but he loves the 3D world more. I love him yes but I love the 5D more. I will not sell my soul to the world, not even dir him. We appear to be in separation but I am not playing that game anymore. If he can’t see how wonderful his life with me would be then so be it. I remain anchored in my lighthouse whilst he lives in chaos on the waves of life. My light shines brightly and he only has to follow that light. My power but he prefers the chaos. He seems to love the world and it’s craziness. That’s not for me. I will always be connected to him. I will always love him beyond anything or anyone else in this 3D world. We are married and one in the 5D. I don’t know if we will ever reach reunion in this lifetime. But I know because of him, because of his chaotic behaviour he has saved my life from a lot of heartache because even though I have endured the good the bad and the ugly with him, I know now that I am a powerful energy as a result. I know I am God’s child through our beautiful Jesus Christ who makes everything new for me and you. I cannot speak for us all but I am literally bouncing off the walls I am so happy. I am happy in my sovereignty. I am happy loving myself. Don’t get me wrong I love this man sooooo much it literally hurts to breathe sometimes, but I know, I just know that through it all even the saddest times, I get to love him until the end of creation and even then I know we will find each other, I just know. I know him better than I know myself and vice versa. But I now know the truth and he does not want to look in the mirror and face his truth. This works means more to him, the illusion is more real to him. I cannot carry this amazing love for the both of us anymore, I won’t. He will have to carry his love for me by himself. And it’s abundant. I know, I can feel it. It’s huuuuuge. There are no limits. It’s infinite. But that’s for my Divine Family to orchestrate not me. So my beautiful DM you are in separation all by yourself! I refuse to live the illusion of love and keep up the performance, the charade anymore. If he is incapable of loving me the way I deserve to be loved as the empress that I am and if he is not able rise to my frequency to be emperor he is in order to balance this amazing gift we have been honoured with then I am out. I love him yes no doubt. But because of him I now no longer have to live in fear of abandonment. I no longer need to shrink to be seen and not heard. Not in any part of my existence and for that I thank him. I wish him all the happiness in the physical world where he wants to stay because he has shown me what unconditional love looks like. I am now complete. I am in union with my God. I am whole. I am safe. I am aligned. I am loved. I am anchored. And I am truly grateful to him for activating me to go back home where I will live but I am no longer stuck in low energy and I am not prepared to give away my higher self. That energy is too strong and I cannot go back. I choose to rise. I ask God to take care of him and to walk with him through Jesus so that one day he will realise that being a twin flame is his spiritual right. He will know what and who he is when he wakes up, whether I live to see it here in the 3D or not. That’s the best legacy I can give to him. Blessed be
but he really did not care and did not even give it a second thought even though he looks older than his years but I think we are both old souls wrapped up in our human packaging. We do not need to worry because the general consensus is that we are who we are and we just have to embrace that because once you are review unity with yourself you no longer care or even give a second thought to what others think. It is all part of the Divine plan. Our souls are all that matter and everything else is just noise in the 3D. We have to step out of the chaos and into peace. Trust me my journey has been one of absolute pain and suffering and extreme sadness in parts of it but once you get through all of that it becomes something heavenly …
and face his truth. This works means more to him, the illusion is more real to him. I cannot carry this amazing love for the both of us anymore, I won’t. He will have to carry his love for me by himself. And it’s abundant. I know, I can feel it. It’s huuuuuge. There are no limits. It’s infinite. But that’s for my Divine Family to orchestrate not me. So my beautiful DM you are in separation all by yourself! I refuse to live the illusion of love and keep up the performance, the charade anymore. If he is incapable of loving me the way I deserve to be loved as the empress that I am and if he is not able rise to my frequency to be emperor he is in order to balance this amazing gift we have been honoured with then I am out. I love him yes no doubt. But because of him I now no longer have to live in fear of abandonment. I no longer need to shrink to be seen and not heard. Not in any part of my existence and for that I thank him. I wish him all the happiness in the physical world where he wants to stay because he has shown me what unconditional love looks like. I am now complete. I am in union with my God. I am whole. I am safe. I am aligned. I am loved. I am anchored. And I am truly grateful to him for activating me to go back home where I will live but I am no longer stuck in low energy and I am not prepared to give away my higher self. That energy is too strong and I cannot go back. I choose to rise. I ask God to take care of him and to walk with him through Jesus so that one day he will realise that being a twin flame 
is his spiritual right. He will know what and who he is when he wakes up, whether I live to see it here in the 3D or not. That’s the best legacy I can give to him. Blessed be 
