It hits me out of nowhere sometimes. A sudden wave of dread or anxiety when I’m completely content, not even thinking about them.
I’ve learned to just send calming energy her way when it happens. At this point, I recognize it for what it is, her emotional state reaching me through what feels like an ancestral soul pattern we share. Not something I would have believed a few years ago, but it’s too consistent to ignore now.
Mine was so bad. It was really effecting me on all levels. I had been doing fine and suddenly pure sadness. Darkness. Tears flowing all the while asking wtf? I was good. I never do this ever, but I asked tarot if it was him. Got an unequivical yes. Then I was fine again until yesterday. Got a reading describing him to a tee and telling me he isn’t even close to beginning to heal. My gut and signs said otherwise but it sounded just like him. Stubborn and selfish. I sat with this for a day and now I’m done. I want no part of his messiness. I am not going to do anything but change the way I think. I am putting all my trust in the universe. I know I am not meant to suffer anymore so Im letting the divine bring me what’s mine and if They send me a placeholder then I will give that a chance as well. You see ,the thing is, I have no doubt. Zero. I know he is coming in this life. I just want to have fun now while I wait.
That sudden wave of emotion when you’re not thinking about anything in particular is one of the clearer signs you’re tapping into what your twin is experiencing.
The spontaneous ones that come out of nowhere tend to be the most telling. No effort, no intention, just there.
Just send them love. That’s really it.
When those waves hit you out of nowhere, especially if you’re usually in a pretty good headspace, there’s not much else you can do but send the good vibes and let it pass.
The love you can have for them runs so deep. It catches you off guard sometimes.
And being apart from them makes it hit even harder.
It’s the pain they carry. That’s what gets me. Like yes I feel it when they’re crying, but then I end up crying too because I can sense how much they’re actually going through and it just overwhelms everything.
Do they feel it when I cry?
The last couple of days have been bad for my twin. I just wish I were there for giving him cuddles to tell him it’s OK. I let the feelings pass and whilst the tears I coming I try and say to myself It’s OK crying, you’re cleansing something. The tears and sheer terror have been coming through lately strongly, and I am trying to ground as much as I can; holding a tree in the woods helped the other day.
I wish I were there to comfort you when you’re feeling this terrified. (we’ve not even met in 3D)