Christian here I was raised Baptist, and my entire family on both sides were/are Baptist. Although I now consider myself non-denominational. And I’ll admit, my relationship with God has been…complicated. Especially over the past several years. I still believe in God and Jesus and the teachings of the Bible. But I’ve become more comfortable with questioning things and leaning toward more spiritual stuff like crystals, tarot, mediums, etc. It has taken me a while to wrap my head around multiple lifetimes and past lives though. I still haven’t fully wrapped my head around it. All I know is what I felt with this person was real. And I have no other explanation for why he felt so instantly familiar and like home. Moreso than anyone I’ve ever met before, even my own family. Or why I feel a deep love for a complete stranger I talked to for only 10 minutes. Or that I’ve been told by two different people that I’ve experienced a past life with this person.
I don’t really have much in the way of advice. But I just wanted to weigh in and let you know you’re not alone.
Maybe. I know for myself loving unconditionally and forgiving all was my way of life many many years before I met him. The problem? I seemed to think everyone deserves it except me. Like I somehow was the only unworthy person in my orbit. I have always been certain of Jesus and forgiveness but it was always so hard to forgive myself. I just saw 1111. Last night I let the old version of my twin go in a dream. I have absolutely been unsuccessful in the past. The reason I know this is the way I felt all the other times after my so-called letting go. Then there’s the way I felt this morning. So in my dream he was very unhealed and as sad as it was I couldn’t take him back. He did not deserve me yet and even though I am sick to death of this I was willing to wait longer but not wait physically anymore. Its been seven months of healing and pain and I am done now. I won. It’s time to celebrate. I guess I am going to start the party without him for now. It was his choice though. The ball has been left in no uncertain terms in his court. He has no doubt either. He knows I am never going to contact him again. He also knows I love and am in love with him. but the biggest thing he knows? Im not waiting. Not even for him. Those are all certainties not speculation. I guess Im telling you this because I want you to make sure you have really let go. you will know. Your body will tell you. I want you to feel the way I feel today.
Christian here. I wanna say this journey has challenged everything that I was taught at church. At first, I thought it was just a soulmate connection. Which is funny because we embrace soul mates but not twin flames. But anyway, I found myself getting deeper into spirituality by getting Tarot readings not only about this connection but in general. This really gotten me closer to God as well.
I was raised Baptist, and my entire family on both sides were/are Baptist. Although I now consider myself non-denominational. And I’ll admit, my relationship with God has been…complicated. Especially over the past several years. I still believe in God and Jesus and the teachings of the Bible. But I’ve become more comfortable with questioning things and leaning toward more spiritual stuff like crystals, tarot, mediums, etc. It has taken me a while to wrap my head around multiple lifetimes and past lives though. I still haven’t fully wrapped my head around it. All I know is what I felt with this person was real. And I have no other explanation for why he felt so instantly familiar and like home. Moreso than anyone I’ve ever met before, even my own family. Or why I feel a deep love for a complete stranger I talked to for only 10 minutes. Or that I’ve been told by two different people that I’ve experienced a past life with this person.