Oh god, you’re definitely not alone in this! Like at this point, just thinking about them sends my whole body into overdrive. It’s gotten to where I can literally just close my eyes and picture us together and that’s enough to… well, you know.
The crazy part is how VIVID it all feels? Like my brain has created this whole parallel reality where we’re actually together and my body just responds to it like it’s real. Sometimes I wonder if this is making the energetic connection stronger or if I’m just going insane from the separation.
Multiple times a day has become my new normal, too, and it’s exhausting but also the only thing that gives me even temporary relief. The fantasies have gotten so detailed at this point that I swear I can feel them.
The no contact makes it worse because all that energy just keeps circulating with no outlet except… yeah. You’re definitely not alone in this particular brand of twin flame torture.