I relate to this so much. My attraction to my TF has this weird on/off switch that’s tied to their energy. When they’re being their higher self - sweet, present, actually showing up - it’s like my entire body is tuned to their frequency and nobody else exists on my radar.
But the second they flip into that lower vibe? Someone just unplugged me. My drive vanishes. They have some kind of remote control over my entire system, and I didn’t even consent to this level of access. Past wounds and trust issues make this connection even more specific. My body won’t respond to anyone else the same way.
Our bodies get weirdly selective when it comes to TFs, especially when there’s healing involved.
Even small moments of connection with my twin create this intense longing that stays with me for hours or days afterward. I get pulled toward them. Sometimes it feels like a test of my spiritual strength. I wonder if this is part of the awakening process, like the universe is showing us what soul-level desire really means?
The best sex I ever had in 25 years and it just keeps getting better. Nothing else is even close to it. Calling sex with anyone else the same word just feels wrong.
Ok so context: I have always had a high libido, while also not having a sexual interest in anyone (including massive crushes or of famous actors, I can’t even fantasize about anyone real) in the past except for having sexual feelings for my twin flame(who i now ever since meeting, after having a vision of him years ago, is the only man I feel this way for) and my current partner who I also had a vision of 2 months before meeting(but don’t feel that way anymore since meeting my TF). I hope that wasn’t confusing lol.
Anyway, whenever I try to make myself have a sex dream, it never happens, including the dreams where I’m naked with my TF or he might come up to me to kiss me or wrap his arm over me or something similar, but never leads to sex. Even last night I had a dream where I asked some guy to have sex with me which he was about to, but then for whatever reason stopped before starting, and that was that. Even with my current partner, while we’ve had sex, it’s been a sexless relationship as it’s like once maybe twice a year at most. Is this normal or typical with twin flames? Or am I just an oddball lol and does anyone know if this means anything? Like I “take care of myself” most nights, sometimes multiple times especially if I’m getting lots of ghost touches and pleasure in places, and my friends talk about having regular hot sex dreams and I feel like, what gives! 
I guess I want to talk it out as it feels a bit frustrating I guess, as mast*rbating only does so much.
The intensity you’re describing is so valid, and I think many of us here have felt that pull that just lingers in our system long after the moment has passed.
That said, I want to gently offer that when we’re in those waves of intense longing, it’s so important to have grounding practices in place. Not to diminish what you’re feeling or push it away, but to take care of yourself while you’re in it (and I don’t mean that way…). Whether that’s breathwork, getting outside, moving your body, or even just placing a hand on your heart and reminding yourself that you’re safe - these moments can be overwhelming for our nervous system.
Yes, it might be part of your awakening. And it can also be a signal that your body needs extra gentleness right now. Both things can be true. The spiritual journey doesn’t require us to white-knuckle through every intense feeling.