I have met my future child in meditation and it is an incredible experience. She had a name, a distinct personality, movies she likes and doesn’t like, etc.
Interesting me and my twin had this on the spirit realm just now in my sleep. Every time I have tried to envision a child, I have a tough pregnancy and severe post natal depression with the recent one with my twin finding me in the bath about dead.
I’m not sure if my healing is the fact that we we come to reunite, the synchronisation is strong, we know the score as I feel the fact my own birth mother neglecting me would scare a lot of other men away.