I just had to share because I feel life just amped up the weirdness. After a long time I had a hard chasing relapse, and sent a message full of desperate energy, but also hopefully a bit constructive.
Anyways, right after I buy a juice and it’s like the universe is literally mocking and/or scolding me! Wtf??? Underneath it says “but of course you still do it :(“
That IS weird, or am I overreacting?? How is it even possible? Seeing tf name and 1111 wherever I go, alright, but this
Makes me feel like I live in a simulation or sth. Am I the only one questioning HOW this works? And WHO this tf actually is, or what the soul actually is? I used to get the feeling of the tf in other people, also the Doppelgänger, so I do think more and more how the human persona might just be a tiny bit of the actual mystery and not so relevant /exchangeable maybe.
Besides the soul growth part and “romance”, what is this thing really? It’s like this person is just canceling normal physical reality right before my eyes but than, it’s also just me? Hard to find the right words, maybe someone can relate?
I swear sometimes this journey feels like living in the literal Matrix. I don’t have an explanation beyond the fact that life, and the Universe, is more powerful and magickal than we ever imagined before walking this path. But just know that you’re not alone. I (and no doubt most people on this forum) have experienced bonkers synchronicities like this on multiple occasions. They never become less astonishing… they’re just proof, to me, that I’m not the nutcase my ego brain still tries to tell me I am.
This happens to me all the time. Listen to the universe and don’t beat yourself up for chaser energy we all do it. I did yesterday and he hasn’t replied which is not like him so he is avoiding me.
I ask the universe to send me a sign when I really reach desperate energy and always ask for the same thing to show they are listening. Last week I was talking about him and the bird I always ask to see landed outside the window we were next to.
The universe is always listening we just have to trust the journey
I can Anatolien relate to the feeling of living in the Matrix or simulation!! To try to understand the nature of life has been just as important as the whole “romantic-but really not so romantic stuff”. I always wondered why it’s not discussed more, or maybe I am especially tied to find out the impossible logic.
Am I the only one who finds it magical but also a bit creepy? Oh, also, lately I started wondering, if it’s not actually about one specific person, I mean, it is not really. If that person is only used by sth. so much bigger (our inner counterpart i.e.) and that creates part of the confusion?? I used to feel them in other people and of course we all know about the songs that speak to us like a direct reply. Or are there just infinite versions of them and they are trying to get us to the frequency high enough? I feel kind of lost interest in the human and just wanna solve this weird riddle but also have my life back. Not the constant reminders, they started to get a little annoying, and like I am not actually a free person
Rationalization keeps us away from the essence of the twin flame journey and is a form of avoidance. The goal is to move from the mind more into the body — to feel without needing to label it or explain it.
