Today I met up with who I thought for so many years was my tf. We have been writing each other regularly for twelve years. We’ve been coming closer to each other in many ways. When he came to visit a couple of years ago it wasn’t comfortable to connect physicaly. He then pulled back, asked me not to manifest or visualise any more. Well he was trying to manifest his soul mate and last year in November he finally met her. I was very hurt and couldn’t deal with the new situation. Last week I wrote and told him I was going to retreat for a while because I wanted to take care of myself and clear my mind. He wrote back that he thought it unnecessary and I should please reconsider my decission. I suggested to meet again because I wanted to see him and talk to him. Today was the day we met. I was sure I’d feel him again and feel the connection. But there was nothing. No thread, no shared energy. I didn’t feel attracted to him in any way. He was almost like a stranger to me. Could I have been mistaken for all these years? I felt the connection the cord, we had the telepathy and the synchronicities. It was all there. Has anyone experienced the same thing?