Sorry if this is off-topic but your post really resonated with me.
The blocking is painful and I’m sorry that happened. From what I’ve read, this is pretty common during separation - runners often block on social media, stop answering messages, refuse to meet in person. So it might not be about you doing something wrong with your manifestation.
Manifesting a twin flame is different from manifesting stuff. With material things, you’re focusing energy outward, but with your TF, you have to focus inward because they’re your energetic mirror. They reflect your own frequency back to you. So you don’t really ‘attract’ them in the traditional sense - you become the version of yourself that’s already united with them energetically.
The intensity of trying can actually push them further away. When the chaser energy gets desperate, the runner can feel that and it triggers them to distance more. So the harder you try the worse it gets, just like you said. Maybe instead of rituals aimed at them specifically, focusing on your own healing might help more? Working on limiting beliefs like ‘I can’t find my TF’ or ‘I’m not good at relationships’ apparently makes a difference.
The LoA was something that trended so hard on social media for a while and then the attention of the masses moved on but it never became any less powerful. Especially if you are a REAL twin flame.
Yes you can manifest your twin but that doesn’t mean you can just repeat some affirmations and not have to do the rest of the work on your journey.
I’m not so familiar with manifesting, though I’ve tried it many times. From what I understand, manifesting doesn’t work very well from a desperate or needy place, where many twin flame chasers are operating. Trying to manifest your TF might actually reinforce that painful yearning. From my own experience, it also feeds negative thoughts like, “What am I doing? He doesn’t want me, and he never will. This is so stupid.” That only lowers your vibration and makes you feel bad.
Well, I guess I just haven’t done it the right way.
Maybe it works better if you manifest the mental state you want, rather than the person. How do you think you would feel if the two of you were in union – happy, loved, strong, empowered? Try to catch those feelings and manifest them, instead of trying to manifest your TF back. I know, that’s much easier said than done.
I think there’s nothing wrong with manifesting as long as it genuinely makes you feel good. It might not bring your TF back, but done correctly, it can raise your vibration. Only you know what truly serves you.