Those of you who follow my story know that my runner „accidentally“ viewed my WhatsApp status 5 days ago.
Today, he blocked me fully in WhatsApp.
He is obviously in full runner mode, trying to be completely invisible and literally „blocking“ me out of his head … Doesn‘t seem to work all too well, though …
I did not reach out to him or do anything to provoke such behavior - apart from him being in my thoughts constantly. On the contrary, I feel his energy around me very, very often.
I“m watching this Kindergarten behavior kind of amused - though it hurts at the same time to see him obviously struggle so hard and to be unable to do anything about it. And it makes me sad to see that he is obviously right at the beginning of his part of the journey. It seems we have a long way ahead of us.
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Same thing to me. I was brought up in a traditional religious way. Got to mention my TF is married. Someone said in another post that you have to be integer and that you have to accept family. On the other hand I think I said before that I work at an elementary school (where I met my TF). Day by day I have to learn what divorce of parents does to these little kids. They sometimes can’t stop crying for such a long time. Or they become indescribable aggressive. Nothing can stop them. Of course depending on the kids age, it’s probably a considerable aspect to think about though?
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Birthdays are energetic reset points, and you’re breaking the pattern on his reset day. That’s huge. I got goosebumps reading that. And to the OP, I think eunichick’s insight about the marriage vows being seen as ‘the spiritual path’ connects perfectly to what was said earlier about guilt looking like rejection.
Sending you lots of strength today.
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I don’t think I can link to it directly but I’ve been using the spirit guide and past life regression sessions on here. Think it’s helping me see our past more together.
@chakra_balance , could you please elaborate a bit more on what exactly is reset on birthdays? The energy in the relationship? Or his individual energy? And how could this show for example? I didn’t hear anything about this yet, and would like to understand it correctly.
Yes, these two fit together, and it could very well be the case with my TF. Not directly as spiritual path, but as high moral standards he definitely has.
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I believe what @chakra_balance means is that birthdays are an energetic reset points for each individual on their birth date. It is what a spiritual advisor once told me as well 
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10 days after having blocked me fully in Whatsapp, he unblocked me again. But nothing else since. It’s my birthday in 3 days, on April 6. I’m very sure I won’t hear anything from him. Will keep you posted in case I’m wrong.
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Maybe the blocking is him trying desperately to shut himself in. The act of blocking is more about him building walls against something he doesn’t have the tools to process yet. From the outside, someone who truly felt nothing wouldn’t need all these steps to make themselves invisible. Indifference doesn’t require effort. Blocking does…
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