You are not alone. This sounds very similar to my journey, which feels like a true twin flame experience. Remember, we came here for a higher purpose related to humanity, but we often get distracted by our longing for 3D love.
Try to stop thinking about the ending; it will happen, even if it seems impossible right now. Focus on aligning yourself spiritually. I’ve been waiting for my higher purpose for three years, but looking back, I can see how far I’ve come, and it was definitely necessary. I know what will be asked of me, and I understand it will come with a significant amount of responsibility. Even though I tell God that I’m ready, I doubt I will ever truly be prepared. That’s where I direct my energy.
Know that He’s with you. I can feel my twin flame, even catching a hint of his scent at night, despite being 16 hours apart. I can’t resist him, and I often feel lonely and nostalgic. Certain songs will play, and I’ll find myself in tears. Sometimes, I even ask him to video chat, just so I can see his face.
My twin flame had a crush on me since 7th grade while I was in 9th grade and unaware of him. We didn’t meet until our 20s, both having relationships and children with others. Once we met, he attached to me very quickly. He waited 12 long years for a chance, and while it was exciting, it was also chaotic. Knowing how much he loves me doesn’t lessen the pain of separation.
Now that I’ve progressed on this journey, I understand much more. I focus on strengthening and preparing myself to fulfill the purpose our souls came here to achieve. I know he will be one of the many rewards for a job well done, because those final unions must happen.