Part of why we separate is that we came him for a bigger purpose to help humanity, through love and forgiveness, to restore hope. My higher self was very clear on that message and we would be reunited. We wouldn’t be healing, and we would be distracted, and until both are healed, the halves are healed, we don’t have the power, and the enemy will be attaching to our unhealed traumas.
Yes, the sexual thing is real, even when apart. I’ve even been in his mind, thinking his thoughts. When that first happened, I was having fantasies of us, but I could see myself, so it was from his perspective. The fantasies were those of a man. Not a woman ? that’s when I realized what was happening.