It’s this constant awareness between both of us. When they’re thinking of me in that way, it feels like a… pull - not just physical, but something that reaches into every part of you. Kind of weird to explain, but you’ll know it if you’re looking for it. It’s like suddenly feeling their presence intensely, even when you’re doing something mundane.
The intensity caught me off guard at first because it’s unlike any normal physical attraction I’ve experienced before. It can be genuinely humbling how powerful these waves of attraction and energy are. Makes me laugh about what I thought sexual attraction was with relationships in the past.
If you’ve seen the chat on feeling your twin having sex, it’s got some overlaps. @StarGirl probably has some great insights on this.
For me, it doesn’t fade with time or distance. I’ve had to learn how to deal with these moments when they hit, because the pull is so strong it can be disorienting… it can go beyond just distracting. There’s definitely a difference between regular desire and this deep magnetic connection that seems to exist on its own timeline, completely separate from whether you’re physically near each other or not.