If anyone has ever felt this please share with me. My twin and I have been separated three months yesterday. no contact for the first time in three years. I have felt him, his pain, and his love everyday we have been apart. I know we are very close to union. know meaning I can feel it in my bones, I have had unbelievable signs telling me as much and my last three readings said the same as well. The thing is today he is gone. I can’t feel him at all. So I’m trying to tell myself I don’t feel the old version because he is gone now. I just wish I could make myself believe that. Has this ever happened to anyone out there? I would love to hear from you if it did.
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I forgot to add what I’m afraid. Which is that he changed his mind and won’t be coming back this time.
This journey is truly full of ebbs and flows, and is very unpredictable. Personally, the only thing you can control is yourself. I’m pretty sure this is something you have already heard/read a million times through various sources.
If it is anything I have learned through out this journey is to shift your focus from them, to yourself. If you are in separation, there are perhaps still lessons you need to learn and growth that is still to be made.
And yes, I’m pretty sure everyone of us goes through that fear that our twins will never return. But the universe has a way of surprising us at the least expected moments. When my twin disappeared for 10 months with absolutely no rhyme or reason, I was pretty sure he was never going to come back. I went about my life with him constantly at the back of mind even though I wasn’t consciously thinking of him; like a hum that is always there. Sometimes louder, sometimes softer. The signs, numbers, songs and synchronicities; some days they are intense, some days they are barely there. There were days I fell apart, but most days, I just kept moving forward and keeping that hope in my heart. Then, on my birthday (30 Oct), he sent me a message wishing me. Following that, a few days later, he sent me a song…our song. An intimate gesture that he hadn’t done in a long time. Then two weeks ago, he called. Believe me, I was surprised but happy to be able to speak to him. He’s not become consistent yet, but yesterday, he called again…a call which I missed, but nonetheless. Going from 10 months of absolutely nothing; no movement on social media, no contact, to having two phone calls in two weeks, and him being active again on my socials, to me, is movement.
In this time he wasn’t in contact with me, I also learned a lot about myself. My attachment style, the wounds I still have to heal, and little lessons to help grow my connection with him. It isn’t perfect and I definitely would not say we are near union. But I have learnt to appreciate every little thing that comes my way. My heart is filled with gratitude.
Be strong, and keep the faith that when the time is right, the universe will bring you both back together. Believe me, saying it is a lot easier than believing it or putting thought into action. But if its worth anything at all, if the last one month has proved anything to me is that the most impossible scenarios are possible with hope, faith, and love.
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I don’t have any advice but just wanted to tell you this….
Look at our usernames… ‘Lou’ AND I count my separation as 3 months ago too (on the 30/11) - give or take a couple of days
Is this a sign of good things to come for both of us? I hope so! Haha
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I was just thinking my numerology number is three and my angel number is 333. I got a twin reading a few days ago and they gave me a timeline of three days, three weeks, or three months until we are together. Im sure a normal person would think only three months? That’s awesome! Not me though. That seems like forever. especially with what I have been through these last three months. I think when you get this close the real exhaustion sets in. I have truly let that fool go. I don’t ever want that poor damaged person back in my life. I just hope his healed self gets here in time because I know I am going to be in a romantic relationship that makes me happy with someone I don’t know. I want it to be a new him but if he can’t get there this lifetime I am ready to turn the page. It’s like im ready for my happiness and I trust who you bring to me even if it isn’t him. It’s like playing red rover. I called him to come but I won’t wait anymore.