I feel today like I’m on a high, like a build-up of positive energy, confidence, excitement and strength. I haven’t felt this good in such a long time and I honestly hope it lasts for some time!
Been seeing a lot of 44s today and just now 222 as I’m writing. Not sure what they mean, I’ll look them up afterwards.
My thoughts and feelings are buzzing with images of paintings I want to do and more I want to write in my story. It feels like I’m finally at the point(at least today) where I’m feeling like my real self, the person I’ve pushed down and denied through my life but have looked to for help when I had my lowest moments.
Not sure why I’m writing it here, but felt like I should? Maybe someone else is going through the same thing or maybe it’ll give someone some hope that they’ll get there themselves as well! I feel like I’m close to laughing all the time and I keep smiling, it’s an amazing feeling and a nice break from past experiences
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This is so wonderful to hear! 44s and 22s have been guides on my journey for a long time, so I totally resonate with that.
And this doesn’t relate to your post specifically, but it’s an auspicious day for me too… today is the second anniversary of my TF sending me an out-of-the-blue email that shifted our relationship onto a brand new trajectory and began this whole journey for me. So it’s certainly a day for positive energy! 
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Last night i couldn’t sleep, until a bit at like 1am, then I woke up at 3am until after 5am, before being able to sleep again. During my waking hours last night I felt i was being kissed multiple times on the lips, pulsing/vibrations on inner thighs, and my sides of my face held along with flashes of swamping heat over my lower body when these happened. Quite a lot more remote touches than normal, and I guess it was due to me feeling good all day in my main post? Today is a new day and I still feel good, but a lot more tired today due to lack of sleep lol
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