@Carmen
Thank you very much for your message 
Yes, it really has been about two months already, and I’m honestly a little surprised myself that I’ve managed to keep him blocked for this long.
The first few days were the strangest, because before that I could see his posts almost daily, or at least every few days, multiple times a week, especially the music posts (you know, the whole communication-through-lyrics thing). Then suddenly all of that was gone.
I kind of did get, a little bit better, used to it though, and for a while I was actually coping with it much better.
So, many weeks later, things have settled down a bit. Everything feels a bit more neutral, or at least the emotions about the meeting have had some time to settle.
A few weeks ago, the telepathic/energetic connection seemed to become stronger again — or perhaps I was simply able to perceive it more clearly, because I actually think the energetic connection is always there, but maybe I go through phases when I can feel it more strongly or clearly than at other times.
Then one day, completely out of nowhere, I suddenly had an incredibly strong urge to unblock him on social media.
The feeling appeared instantly and was surprisingly intense. I spent some time going back and forth about it because it felt so strong.
I ended up messaging my best friend, who is really the only person I can openly talk to about this connection. She didn’t reply immediately because she was busy. While I was waiting for her response, I suddenly had an insight.
I realized that pretty sure this urge to unblock him wasn’t coming entirely from myself. As I said, the telepathic and energetic connection felt particularly strong during those days, and all at once it occurred to me that this powerful, sudden impulse might not have been solely my own desire. It felt more like something he wanted.
Once I had that realization, I became very clear about one thing: no, I’m not going to do it right now.
Because if I did, nothing would actually change. The connection would still remain unspoken, nothing would be addressed, and we’d simply continue going in the same circles.
When my friend finally replied, she said, “If you’re feeling that impulse and it feels like your intuition, then I’d suggest unblocking him.”
But by then I had already reached my own conclusion. I told her that I no longer felt it was purely my intuition. Instead, I felt it might have been something he was communicating telepathically (perhaps unconsciously
). And for me, acting on that impulse wouldn’t have been the right path, because it would simply sweep everything under the rug without resolving anything- and additionally:
If I unblocked him without talking before, I would again be energetically connected to these energies in his posting-which was the reason for the blocking in the first place.
So for now I’ve made a decision, even though it’s not always easy:
I will only unblock him once we’ve actually acknowledged and talked about the connection. In other words, only once something has changed rather than us continuing the same cycle.
One small thought to finish with:
I’ve spent a lot of time talking about what was my intuition, what he may have sent me telepathically, and whether that urge actually came from him…
But if we assume that Twin Flames truly are the same soul, and perhaps even share the same Higher Self, then the question would be: can I really separate it like that?
Can I truly say, “this came from him” and “that came from me”?
Or is it like the same thing? One energetic system?
Maybe the more accurate way to put it would be: it came from us?
I honestly don’t know. It’s all very complicated 