Sending you love, @Ammonite. I can empathise with how you are feeling
I feel for you completely. It hurts bad but what keeps me going is I know that in the 5D we are not separated from them, there we are always together. And union is inevitable at some point in time and I say in time, yes it may not be in this lifetime even, but it is inevitable. And honestly, given you two have met in this lifetime, you do have a good chance of union, so focus on you and pour love on yourself as you will raise the connection’s vibration and keep up the inner work. Blessings to you:)
Thank you so much, @eunichick and @scarstorm. <3 It’s been an intense week of emotions and upheaval, but I’ve felt a shift over the past couple of days that really feels like it’s leading to a new phase of this journey. I have received some powerful 5D energy from my TF several times this week, including during a conversation with him in meditation yesterday. I asked him why he keeps choosing everything except us, and he said to me “I am choosing us.” In that moment I felt very strongly that his Higher Self is directing him to make decisions that will ultimately benefit our relationship and union - including this relationship he’s in right now - and that it’s an important part of his growth.
So I’ve definitely felt more peace since that conversation. I also felt him read the communication I mentioned in my previous post. He hasn’t responded to it yet, and I don’t actually need him to, but I know without any doubt that he read it last weekend. I felt his emotion so intensely… it was honestly overwhelming… and I know he’ll be sitting with it and that it’s allowing complete honesty into our connection.
I do also firmly believe he and I will reach union in this lifetime. I have received confirmation of that so many times in the past two years, and it continues to ramp up despite our current physical and emotional distance. Just trusting the path, working intensely on my own growth, and feeling my own strength reaching him so he can continue growth of his own.
Twin flame journeys… gah. Amongst the most difficult paths anyone can walk.
I’d be interested in your coping tips, if you would kindly share:)