I unfortunately went through the Kundalini awakening on my own about 3 months ago now. My divine masculine had closed his energy off for some reason an although we had spoken nog long prior, there was a miscommunication issue between us and he went silent….
I was fine to a point. My mind had been going a million miles an hour with continuous thoughts (noisy mind), i couldn’t sleep 2 for 2 days prior to that as well and if i had any sleep at all it was 15 mins to an hour, then id be awake for hours again. Mood swings on and off and found it extremely hard to handle my temper which i hadnt had that issue since a teenager. I was forcing atleast snacks cause i didnt feel hungry at all for about 5 days and i kept myself isolated.
As im spiritually gifted an i have a Close friend thats also gifted check on me if he sensed my energy and emotional state. U fortunately im also a projector when i get too overwhelmed and an empath. So this whole stage i wouldve been worse of in a hospital cause as a projector i wouldve sent everyone off emotionally.
I found a song id never heard before at all called “increase my faith” a young lady sings the song. I found that was the only song i could use to help settle me through the worst of the Kundalini awakening. I had something i could focus on but still as intense and painful as that was i actually felt the energy pulsing from the heart chakra a spread with each gentle wave of energy go through all the chakras then down to my feet and beyond the crown chakra. That felt amazing an certainly hard to describe how the waves of gentle, soothing, loving an peaceful it actually felt….
Then my energy settled not long after i could see my own aura brightly glowing around me. I finally got hold of my divine masculine an asked him to open his energy cause he hadn’t felt my energy shift. He couldn’t believe how it felt an asked what happened. He was scared of my energy for 2½months after that an now healing finally so we can reunite.
I definitely suggest that atleast to have a friend or someone trusting while going through the Kundalini awakening. It gets rather intense. Im glad i had my female blue heeler that didnt leave my side and a friend who felt my projection of pain and emotions. The better part was being able to talk about it with my divine masculine and he actually wanted to listen and try understand what had triggered that to start with.
I hope what happened to me actually does help some others that go through this stage
They overlap but aren’t quite the same thing. Kundalini is more about the energetic awakening - physical sensations, chakra activation, that kind of stuff. Dark night is when you’re dealing with ego death and the spiritual crisis side of things.
My Scorpio twin triggered my kundalini first (intense heat waves and crown pressure). Then dark night hit about 3 weeks later when my old identity started crumbling.
I’ve noticed fire signs seem to get more of the physical heat, water signs tend to go through more emotional purging.
I also have a question about Kundalini. Maybe there are people here who have experienced something similar and can confirm whether this might be related to Kundalini, or maybe a general awakening process, or the intense energy around the connection in general.
Back in the beginning, when I first realized what kind of connection this was and started physically feeling my twin’s energy several times a day and I came into that awakening process, a few things happened that I still can’t quite place.
One thing was that a couple of times, the exact moment I woke up, I had really strong twitching in my face, mostly around the eyes and forehead, like my face was fluttering.
My intuition at the time almost told me something like: okay, maybe during sleep my soul was “out” meeting my twin and came back into my body a bit late, so I could still notice it happening while waking up. I know that sounds a bit crazy but I observed it several times.
There was also something with my vision that happened quite regularly for a few weeks. At least once a day my peripheral vision would start fading, almost like black vignette-like shadows closing in from the sides. In the darker area I could see little colorful energy dots moving around. My field of vision felt very narrow, almost like looking through a keyhole. It would usually last a few minutes and then go back to normal. At first I found it a bit scary, but I quickly got used to it and knew that nothing bad would happen.
This was almost two years ago and it hasn’t happened in a long time, but I still wonder if it could have been related to Kundalini, maybe some kind of third-eye activation, or just energetic overload from the awakening process.
but I observed it several times.