The Venting Space

A few days ago, i made this post here.

Today, a moment ago, my friend told me that she has a talk with him during the outing. She said that he is wearing a ring in his finger. Whether it’s truly an engagement ring, or a couple ring, I don’t know. Maybe, engagement.

It’s a hearsay from my friend. He said that he already in a commited relationship with someone. My friend ask him, is it with my friend? And, he avoided it and hide his finger. He said that he doesn’t know how the relationship will unfold in the future, but he plan to commit. He and his partner has a different religion, like us. And likely, the girl has a same religious believe with me. He said that maybe eventually one of them will convert, either he to my religion or her in his religion.

He ask my friend, whether I’m happy right now. And he wants me to stay happy, now or in the future. He hopes that I let bygone be bygone.

I feel hurt, and I want to cry right now, but I can’t, I’m in a workplace, and I still have class later on.

But, it feel so unfair, he used the differences in our religion to break up with me, said it would be easier for me. But, then it’s find for him to plan to commit to someone else, and converting to other religion, that he said it’s not possible for us?

What should I do now? Why thus situation feel so injustice?

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